So, we’d finally reached the end of the day this school year, huh? I can’t seem to comprehend my emotions — should I cry or should be happy? I don’t know. But one thing’s for sure: I’ll miss them so much. Those guys I’d spent my days with being awkward to each other and yet laughing at their jokes. Though they may be a year or two older than I am, I greatly respect them and looks up to them as my role model. Someday, it’s gonna be us in their place. But for now, I don’t wanna think of graduating. Not yet. I’m not yet ready to fulfill my entire life mission out there, outside of the people I’d grown with and learned to love. SDLC is definitely the place where I found my self, my true friends, and learned many things I couldn’t acquire elsewhere, regardless of some negative sides about our school.
As you can see, this post is dedicated to all my fourth year friends in SDLC. Guys, I’ll definitely miss you. You may not know, but I look up to all of you all the time. May you have a good time in your upcoming college life! I know it’s not easy to conquer your fears of leaving your Alma Mater dear, but as what Sir Rhea Clarissa said to me, “We need to move forward for us to grow”. Quote that, because that’s what I’ll definitely do when I reach that year when I’m finally bidding goodbye and spreading hugs and kisses to my beloved classmates and schoolmates. Enough of that, though. There are still two years for me to cherish.
Right now, they’re posting in my FB walls bidding goodbye and saying thank yous for the memories we shared. It tears me up inside knowing that today, they’re leaving. Today, our memories are enough to be treasured. But we won’t be seeing each other for a long time. But I wish them good luck. Hopefully, we’ll see each other again in a few years to come, all dressed with our very own professions and a proud job to brag about. ;)
I’ll definitely miss you, SPARKLES. You changed every bits of me. Unfortunately, I wasn’t able to tell you how I really feel. I fear of you rejecting it. I fear of you mocking me out of it. But I know you’re not that kind of person. We may not talk a lot now, but I really do miss you. You’re a great person. You’re a person every guy (or girl, just like me) should look up to. Talented, smart, charming, kind, caring (campus crush! :p). You’re everything I wish for in a guy. Basically, you’re a guy every girl is dreaming of. Unfortunately, I’m not good enough for you. But just so you know, I did every change of me because of you. Only YOU. And I promise not to love anyone else more than I did for you. :’c
Oh, gosh. I’m crying. I’m starting to tear up.
Please, spare me from the misery of missing all of you. Though I didn’t make friends with mostly all of them, I still felt glad because there were other fourth year students who still talked to me an treated me like their own little sister. I appreciate it. You guys are the best.
May your journey continue to sprinkle you with love and blessings! I LOVE YOU, GUYS :) ♥